I told mother and friends and family I was not going to get married or have children, but you don’t know what god have plans for you; my worries was how as a afr- Canadian man in this raciest world would provide for his family, when the white Society makes everything difficult to obtain from education to employment. Always think that you not making enough money for your wife kids , family in general living day by day every paycheck has to count to provide for my family worried about keeping your job and worried about having a job each day.